When words fail to describe how I feel some times, I draw. What am I doing each day to make each day special? This is all me and has nothing to do with other people or my work or anything. I decide. So when I decide to wake up every morning, get ready for work, ride the train, work, lunch, work, snack, get off work, ride the train, come home, dinner, tv, internet, sleep. Then repeat and repeat and repeat. What I am doing to make a difference?
Each day feels so meaningless.
Blabbering
Straight Up
I love spontaneity. I love how one thing leads to another thing. Because we had a big brunch, my friend and I decided to walk from the East Village to Brooklyn via the Brooklyn Bridge. I just love how the cables created this beautiful symmetrical pattern against the bright blue sky.
Street Shadows
There's just something awesome about shadows and capturing them on a photo. Especially when the sun is low and the shadows stretch to a mile long.
Favorite Quotes
in Blabbering
I love quoting negative quotes and lyrics. I feel there's more depth in being negative than being positive. Now where's my pessimism button? Bleach "People have hope because they cannot see Death standing behind them"
Cowboy Bebop "I'm not going there to die. I'm going to see if I am really alive." "I'm just watching a bad dream that I can't wake up from."
Salyu ~ Liberty "I push my way through all the doubts that have piled up within you"
Hyde ~ Evergreen "If only I could stop the flow of time Turn the clock to yesterday Erasing all the pain"
~ Prayer "No one could ever know The sadness How it brings me down"
~ Shallow Sleep "In a shallow sleep I dreamt I was seeing you Just how I remembered Brimming with tenderness And somewhere in the calm A feeling that nothing had ever changed Your presence close beside me till I wake "
L'Arc-En-Ciel ~ Hoshizora "Nobody knows nobody cares"
~ Sunadokei (Hourglass) "Wishing for happiness calls upon more tragedy"
Masayoshi Yamazaki ~ One More Time One More Chance "I'm always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere On the opposite platform, in the windows along the lane Even though I know you couldn't be at such a place If my wish were to come true, I would be at your side right away There would be nothing I couldn't do I would put everything on the line and hold you tight"
Luna Sea ~ I For You "You still don't smile very well because even now, you still wear sadness around you"