30 years and 352 days
What happens to me when my mind starts to waste away? Will there be evidence of my existence? Will I remember myself? All I have left are photos and possessions but these don't seem too important since most of the stuff are in boxes or lost somewhere in another dimension. I guess it doesn't matter, I'm not afraid to be forgotten.
Photography
Tomorrow
in Photography
Tomorrow will still come at the same time, regardless of how you hurry.
Thank you Doctor Reichwein & Naoki Urasawa.
The Better Part Of Me
It's hard for me to find peace. I am always annoyed at things. I am constantly worried about things. Yes, I want control. I want to be in control of my life but there are things larger than me. There's nothing I can do right now except do what I can to ease the pain. I tell people that no matter how they feel - sad, worried, hate, happy, bliss - the world still turns so why not smile a little. It's hard to tell someone that when I don't believe it. This current situation is definitely making me rethink a lot of things in my life. Nothing seems important anymore. I lost my inspirations and drive. I don't feel like blogging about food nor do I want to hang out.
Cry.....thats what I want to do instead.
I hope she doesn't blame herself for this mess nor constantly think about it.
I felt calmness. As I was leaving the office today I felt calm. I can't explain where it came from. I didn't feel the need to walk fast and get annoyed at slow people. I wasn't annoyed at all the chattering in the subway. I peacefully did my grocery shopping in Chinatown. My heart was smiling. Is this the better part of me?
~Incubus If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering The better part of me. Sing this song! Remind me that we'll always have each other when everything else is gone.
Focus
Canon 20D
Canon Rebel Fuji Superia 200 film
I've been very fascinated with the wall in my room and also playing with whats in focus and whats not. For me it was obvious that the radiator was the main object in the photo and should've been in focus. But I really wanted to play around with the perception. Its weird how, at least for me, my eyes WANT to go to the radiator but since the wall is in focus my eyes swing back to the wall but then they want to swing back to the radiator. It's really interesting.